The Pain

It has been a while

since the last we met,

I have change in the a way

I have been feeling alot of pain lately

causing me to do both good deeds and do sins.

There is this person I want to hurt

to torture, to see the pain within her eyes

Yet I need someone to take care of me

to guide me to show me

what is right and what is wrong

I do not know what to do

help me I beg of you

show me the meaning of living

without

trust, hope, guidance and love

I do not know who long I can take this pain

so I bid farewell

to those who know me

for now I will seek

what needs to be seek

before I end

someone once told me

"A far off Dream is like

a scattered Memory,

a scattered Memory is like

a far off dream"

he told me it would help me

if I understand it

so this ends it

I will continue one day

The Phantom of Hearts

Shaoran Akumu