The Truth

Everytime I smile,

Everytime I laugh,

no matter how you look at it,

I look happy

but,

the truth is

It is just another lie...

I am never truly happy with myself and

this life

Is there really a guiding light?

I know not...

I had a problem

that has already effected my life

It has burned all my Hopes,

destroyed my Faith

and sent my Dreams to Oblivion

I need someone or something

to guide me out of

my

Abyss of Flames

I can't survive in this world

Alone

I am just like

"Ash like Snow"

To people I may look like a good person

but in the inside

I am nothing but an insulted sinner

that thinks nothing of this life

They tell me

"Life isn't the begining, but just a mear test

for the true begining

DEATH"

so maybe for me

sixteen years is enough

maybe I might return to god early

so if u want me here

to keep me living

just tell me what to do

The Phantom of Hearts

Shaoran Akumu

The Arcana 0

The Fool